I had intended to start writing on my other blog but decided to carry on with this one. It's got history and reminds me of how lucky I was and may yet be, you never know, Quick update - I'm living in Kensington, working in photography and single (see previous post). Just got through the worst twelve six  months of my life but I didn't top myself (too selfish and scared) and on a good day I look forward to stuff. I've found some good mates and had the sheer brilliance of my sisters' confirmed. So all in all, not total shit. Not great, but not crap. I'll settle for that.

Take care.

G.

It was always cold in our house, my mum would use cling film over the windows to try and keep some of the draught out. On a windy night all our curtains billowed out like sails. The best thing about winter as a kid was we got to use the tin bath. In the Summer months we had to bathe in the big kitchen sink but in Winter we were allowed the tin bath in the front room, in front of the fire, it still fills me with warm memories.

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Hero To Zero by ~Jumlarby on deviantART rby 

Got back from my weekend with the family and felt better for it. I've spoken to her this morning and despite crying like a girl (me) we had a good chat. going to see her in the week to sort out moving and stuff. God, I miss her.

So they say, anyway. I've been heart broken before but this is far in excess of anything I've experienced. I feel sick all the time, I can't stand it. I'm still breaking down and can't even write her name it hurts so much. When will it get better?

It happened. She left me .I'm so sad, \i thought she was the one. This hurts so much

Hey, I'm back. You may assume from this that I have problems and you would be correct. More later.

I thought I might keep both blogs going but it's too hot! For thrilling updates go here:

http://kellieandgrant.blogspot.com

Sai anara

G.